Aww guys had some bad news today over my nan, she has growth on her bladder and has to see a surgeon over it, I feel so useless like I cant help her, I knew there was something else to her cystitis but did she listen god doctors are so stupid sometimes, I feel so bad for her, even though she tells me not to worry i cant help it, she has done so much for Paul and I letting us live with her every year for 8 weeks when the site shuts down

I dont know how I am gonna cope if anything happens to her,

omg

I am so upset sorry guys will leave you alone now just had to get it out you know.

Will talk to you all soon.

So sorry if I am bit quiet at moment am little upset I guess and dont know what to say.

Love and hugs

as always

Hi everyone,

I know this is a tough time for quite a lot of us a the moment and I know we are all struggling through life in all our own little ways, but I want you all to know how proud I am of each and everyone I have spoken to, as you have all come along so much, you are all sharing and talking about the feelings deep inside yourselves and that is great, as you can then come to understand why you are feeling like this,

I wanted to thank everyone for being here in my time of need, and know I will be there for all of yours.

I am feeling so much better, am relaxing and trying to get things sorted in my head. Its tough but I know I will get there, I have felt so bad lately and the only thing keeping me going is the love of my hubby and all of you here,

I love each and everyone of you and hope everything starts to pic up for us all,

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Everyone)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((even bigger hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I love you all please take care of yourselves and each other,

Love always

Dawn

Xxxxxx

I hurt so much inside at the moment, that I dont know what to say,

I am here but I am not,

I am lost inside my own head,

Things are getting at me so much I need time away but I wont get it yet,

I love ya all, and I will not give up, I am not quite with it at the moment though and I am sorry for that,

Take care all

Love and hugs

Dawn

xxxxxx

Hi everyone

Just to let you know after the weekend I had how down i have been feeling, and I was so exhausted I went back to the doctors today as I didnt think tablets were helping me much, especially if its them that are keeping me awake at night.

Anyway he signed me off for two weeks, and I hope that this will give me time to get back on top of everything and give me time to rest.

I love ya all, take care

Love and hugs

Dawn