Whatever!! I don’t care…
I sit alone, writing as I think
Why these words come out while I don’t blink.
Yet I feel it easing the pain, to let flow this great jumble from my brain.
To create this separate world. A world from the inside.
I know, no longer can it hide.
The hurt and pain grows everyday
I feel I want to slip away.
The things inside will never change.
The huge dark clouds draw me in, deeper and deeper,
From where I can’t be saved.
I am sure I see the reaper.
Shall I fight, or crumble
I do not know.
My stomach rumbles and I can’t go on.
Dawn Chapman. May 2001