Yeah am so happy have had such a busy week, it’s been great. I have drank a lot, been out a lot, also scrubbed and cleaned my caravan from top to bottom, now it looks like new, and now, I am getting ready for a great part over the weekend.

Having a barbeque and a few friends over so should be good. Am looking forward to it, hope everyone else is doing loads of things and having fun.

Take care all.
Dawn xx

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AND YEAH it’s raining…..

Just about right aint it.

In work we find the weather will scorch us, and then as soon as the weekend comes, and you want to do something nice, out comes the clouds and the rain…

Had a busy ish morning, my friends mum isn’t so good so have been trying to get her registered with a doctor, managed to get a polish one too which is great.

Am not up to much tonight, will be sitting back, watching a dvd and sipping some nice wine.

He he, my neighbours brought over a lovely bottle for our anniversary which is on thurs, but I going to open it later, seeing as I am on me own, Paul wont drink wine anyway..

Had a great weekend though, went into the club on here for the first time, and apart from the usual old men pinching my arse, managed to dance the night away with my friends and really enjoyed it.
We are thinking about going on a camping trip but its hard to find somewhere that is going to be quiet and without too many kids.

Adults only going, and am not sure what will happen but I sooo want to get out and have some fun, been so unsure of everything lately, and of myself, but I know I deserve a good time.

I don’t want to get in trouble, and wont ever hurt my husband but I just fancy going away on my own with out him. Am I wrong?

Anyways talk to some of you later.

Dawn xx

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Wow it goes quick when you are having fun.

Had the girls round on Friday for a lot of fun, didn’t get to sleep till 330 sat, then was up at 7 shopping.
Into town in the night time and didn’t stop till 330 again, omg,

Now this week has passed so quickly and we start again tomorrow.

What am I going to do lol?

Am on holiday next week too.


Then Paul goes away for a week, YEAH…

Party party party. lol….

Love Dawn

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What an Easter Sunday we had,

Went to the lakes, for a ride with Southport Cruisers, and it was amazing, part from nearly coming a cropper on a hill the size of a mountain, our bike decided to run out of petrol half way up and so we nearly came off, lucky we didn’t was a hell of a drop. Hurt my ankle a bit again, so it’s sore now.

The day was great sun was shining and the gang were great, a few mishaps but when you get so many people in such a short space, its bound to happen.

I am a little sore today, was supposed to go visit my mum and my friend Kate, but there was no way I could get on a bike today, lol.

Anyways, didn’t get out of bed till 12 30, and then went back at 230, have had something nice to eat, and will be off back to bed shortly.

Hope you all are having a great Easter.

Catch ya soon




So today has been hectic,

I got up had a shower hoping Marjenka would be able to colour my hair again, as I don’t like it.

Picked Monika up at her house and went to the car boot sale, where I am sure we bought most of it.

Can you believe it took us 3 hours to get round, and when we left it was so close to getting to the church on time with their baskets of food.

I am not catholic, but it was really nice to be part of their polish/catholic tradition.

When we left the church, we went in to town to get a few bits and headed back to her house, it was gone 3, I hadn’t eaten at all by this time and was beginning to feel sick, but she made us a sandwich, which I ate, but then she took some photos, and I really did not look good in them, it was just the way I was sitting I am sure, and apart from that, Monika is only tiny and her friend Anna is even smaller.

I just looked like a giant Whale…

I really need to stop thinking like this, but I am just not happy, I really am not, I don’t know what to do, I am really trying to eat, but I just can’t bring myself to do it, when facing it.

It is making it even harder to shift any weight, as my body is going into conserve mode, and I am sooo sick of it. I am planning just a chilled out night with hubby, I don’t want to do anything now, am exhausted.
Imagine trying to run a car, on the blood for a few months, it doesn’t work does it.

Sooner or later I am going to conk out.

My blood pressure is up the wall, I am beginning to feel light headed especially in the evening.

I want it to go away, really I do, but it’s inside telling me I need it there…

Anyways, I really enjoyed today, and am now off to rest.

Love Dawn