10:22

I AM SO ANNOYED WITH MYSELF,

ED YESTERDAY FOUGHT BACK WITH AVENGENCE,

 I couldnt bring myself to eat anything, and if my mum hadnt virtually force fed me, then I dont think I would have, and hubby also did his best when he got home to make me eat, but I tied just ed, was winning,

I ate a little but am so tired this morning, tired of feeling like giving in and going back to my old ways, surley was better to eat and be sick than to struggle with eating at all,

I feel like I am failing going worse, I dont way sympathy or support I just want it to f**** leave me alone.

I HATE HIM HATE WHAT  HE DOES TO ALL OF US HERE, NOT JUST ME,

I wont say I am sorry I just want to say I hate him and wish he would go away for good.

Love you all loads and loads,

Dawn