Just to let everyone know that this fight is worth it.
ed does have to be locked away for good
he is not worth all this pain.
I am struggling with recovery but each day I get stronger, I learn to fight him back some more, learn to cope with food normally and not panic for feeling guilty over it.
there is normality out there, with no fear that gaining weight will ruin us,
no fear that it will destroy what we are and what we have become.
We can all do this, get down this windy road.
many paths to turn back, entice us,
we can keep going forward
We are all worth so much more than this rubbish.
We all deserve so much more.
Together we can do this,
and I believe in us all.
love and hugs