Aww guys had some bad news today over my nan, she has growth on her bladder and has to see a surgeon over it, I feel so useless like I cant help her, I knew there was something else to her cystitis but did she listen god doctors are so stupid sometimes, I feel so bad for her, even though she tells me not to worry i cant help it, she has done so much for Paul and I letting us live with her every year for 8 weeks when the site shuts down

I dont know how I am gonna cope if anything happens to her,

omg

I am so upset sorry guys will leave you alone now just had to get it out you know.

Will talk to you all soon.

So sorry if I am bit quiet at moment am little upset I guess and dont know what to say.

Love and hugs

as always