Hi everyone just a little update, nan had op and is sleeping at the moment I am going up later to see her so wont be back till gone 8ish, missed you all loads n loads and am sending you all massive hugs so you dont miss me too much,
Love you all,
thanks for being here,
Dawn
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Why does ed make you worry so much, I was so nervous when I got there, but wow, I had the most amazing time, and I met a wonderful girl, even one of the girls I went to college with to do the first two writing courses with debbie was there so that was good.
A girl I met there was so nice, and I hope we can become good friends too, I had so much fun but then Lynn the teacher put a film on a short 10mins long and it was about a woman who was dying of cancer and had asked her son to end her misery for her, which after a last meal he did, and it was so so sad, Rubarb and Roses it was called, and I was in tears had to run out, and then couldnt take part in that side of the assignment, but I explained it after to her, and she inderstood, was a very emotional time for me.
I got home and was exhausted and then went straight to a surprise 50th birthday party and I had such a good time, the guys face was a picture and I will never forget it,
Anyway I missed you all loads n loads, hope to catch you all tonight,
Love you all loads,
(((((Big hugs))))))
Dawn
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OMG OMG OMG
I am so so so so so happy!
I got on the screenwriting course,
omg
Thankyou so much yesterday Sarah for telling me to give it some more time,
I had given up thinking I wasnt good enough and they didnt want me,
hehehehehehhehehehehehe
I cant speak, some good news to brighten my bad day,
Thankyou to everyone, but especailly Lotti Bex Sarah and Pauline,
You are all wonderful here and I am so happy I found you all
Love ya
loads n loads
huggies
Dawn
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ummm
Not good again, nan went to the hospital yesterday and has high blood pressure so they got to get her in monday night now, and I am so stressed out,
Two of our friends are sick, dying and I cant face them, I just cant go to visit, as I am so upset, and ashamed that i feel so bad when I aint dying am i, might feel like it inside but I aint,
The doc was really nice this morning and we had a good chat about my nan and about me returning to work the 13th sept, he said if I am not up to it, I can have more time, but I cant as I am beginin to struggle on the financial side and cant go on for much longer, he also suggested a build up shake thingy to help my body get the minerals and stuff it needs as I really aint eating enough.
I looked everywhere for my cash card this morning and woe and behold i couldnt find it, so paid for my script on credit card and the shake things, and then paid 119 for an envelope to post ferby but oh no the post office wouldnt take my card so ferby had to come home,
He no batteries in now so he cant talk, was worried of post man listening to him shout I am hungry and i love you,
oh well,
been a not good week at all, feel so down and out completly out of it, i wandered round the village this morning like a zombie and forgot everything I was supposed to do,
I am going to rest today am in fact going back to bed now, as am totally exhausted. i will be on later, and I love you all so so much you have all been there for me in my real time of need.
Take care all of you,
Love and huge hugs,
Dawn
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12:40
OMG
My friend in work K just sent me a text saying my other friend, the slow one, who just passed her driving test 8th time, cause I talked to her on the net on sunday has been going round telling everyone in work and that I was gonna ask the doctor for another week off, I bet she didnt tell them that I was having a really rough time neither as that is what i told her, when she asked when I’d be back I said I would see the doc as it was real bad for me,
I just sent her a really snotty text message to her phone saying if she a had been a real friend then I would tell her the truth as to why i am off work but I ended it saying she wasnt worth the truth..
I am so annoyed i really am, she getting blocked on my msn now, and I never gonna talk to her ever again.
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Stupid woman
n more so
Love ya all here,
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