Oct 26 2004

26/10/04

 

Hi everyone,

Just to let you know some of the things running round my head at the moment, and things going on in my life, Ron is coming out today which i am glad for and my nan is now home in her newly decorated house, nan went to the docs yesterday and there is nothing the can do for her with the cancer, as it has spread to her liver already, it is a slow one, so that is quite good news it means she may have another five years so they say but I am not counting my chikens yet, having a nice few days off with my hubby, we went xmas shopping today and as usual money just disappeared, I had £200 then I had none, oh well thankfully it only comes once a year and I am a bit early, but least I dont have to painc now, as I never have had any money to get any before, so oh well,

 

I can say though to everyone here you are the best and I wish for each and everyone of us that father xmas will get rid of all our troubles for us, if he cant do this then at least aid us in our recovery,

 

Stay safe everyone and strong, I am with you all in spirit day in day out  and I love you all with all my heart,

 

Love and hugs,

Dawn

xxxxx

Oct 25 2004

25/10/04

 

Well everyone I had the most wonderful weekend ever with my two new bestest friends,

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((huge hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) 4 them both,

((((((((Love you loads)))))))))

It was so cool to spend some quality time with them, and I loved every minute of it,

Unfortunatly for me, ed tried to ruin everything, and my husband kept telling me off,  cause I wasnt eatin enough, grrr, i did ok though I when I had taken lottie to the station we went for our tea and I ate a full meal, struggled from start to finish but I ate it.

 

Please everyone try this week for the pain and hurt we see in each other, is just the same for all of us, and we dont see it in ourselves,

 

Its hard and I know this, and I knwo we can also do it, together,

 

Love you all, sorry this is short,

Love Dawn

By kanundra • Posted in Hope
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Oct 21 2004

21/10/04

 

(((((Yey)))))

Tomorrow is friday,

🙂  I cant wait am so excited, and not nervous at all, i am gonna spoil you rotten, lol

You both deserve a break and thats what I want to give you, no pressure nothing but love and me thinks you wont want to go home, but thats goo,

You will both be welcome anytime,

I know you nervous, but dont be, i am nice and kind and I will only be my normal self, have a good sleep, and I will talk to you both later…. n c u tomorrow, yey 🙂   🙂

Love and hugs

 

Dawn

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Oct 19 2004

19/10/04

 

((((((((Everyone))))

Well I met louise, and she is lovely bubbly friendly and so so nice, am def glad I met her, the day started very early for me up at 630 in my nans spring cleaning there as well as having done my own yesterday, oh well,

 

I was freezing on the motor bike this morning, but coped ok considering I had so much stuff to take with me, ummm big rucksac, umm not good on sore back from cleaning, lol

 

I did have a really wonderful day busy but nice bought myself a unicorn lol he is beautiful, umm shouldnt have done but oh well i am a suker for them,

 

Louise took a picture so I have no doubts it will be posted later for you all to see, please excuse the messy hair and funny clothes it was freezing,

 

Anyways ed did follow me around all day and I felt a bit feint this morning, so had to get something to eat but couldnt eat it, just managed a little something but is not good, I hate the way its making me feel at the moment, but oh well

Take care and talk soon love you all,

Hugs,

Dawn

xxxxx

Oct 16 2004

16/10/04

Umm just an update on me everyone as havent been doing very well,  ed is lurking in the background something wicked and havent had a good week at all,

My friend ron who paul goes to play snooker with had a heart attack yesterday,

umm, so was up last night crying, umm

One goes in one dies, another goes in and dies, my nan goes in has major op comes out then another one goes in, ummm, me not happy,

Love and hugs

dawn

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