Just getting used to one of me mates not being around in work anymore, and at 3 oclock they sacked another guy…

So been a bit of a shock really…. came home and am thinking about having a real good night, sitting chilling out…

He he, asked my bud Sian to come shopping with me on sat and she is busy, so now have to find an outfit for the 20th and no one to go with, I hate shopping at the best of times, makes you feel so awful.
I wish I could fit into so much stuff, but at the moment it aint possible, I feel so bad about it, am doing really well in trying to lose a bit of weight, not wanting my ed get in the way, but it is so hard when I know all I have to do is not eat for a few weeks, and I will lose all i want.

Not good….

Anyways, 2 weeks to go and I will be so happy when its over. Am really excited, but then am a bit nervous too. lol

Anyone about wanting to chat let me know. wont be around for too long…

xx