yep, so please excuse no capital letters or punctuation…. fell at tesco’s four court yesterday after fuelling my van. 3.5 hours in a n e. and it hurts like hell.
this is going to be real short. need to rest and gather strength.
sucks to be a writer who cant write properly
Will catch you soon… fri the 13th ha never working that again. glad i am off for my birthday.
Jay Taylor, a beautiful friend. Taken far too early.
For those who know me a little bit, and for those who don’t know me…
I suffered with Anorexia and Bulimia for 16 years. I’ve been in recovery for 4, and a very hard fight to get to where I am.
Today I lost a wonderful friend to the terrible illness, a friend who picked me up, laughed with me and cared for me, when she was suffering as much as I was. (i know that some people know nothing about these illnesses
This is my blog, but this is a place where people pop in from all over the world. They come and I hope they learn something too. Maybe you’ve known someone, or do know someone, or may in the future.
RIP hunnie, your fight was a tough one, you fought your best. With God there will be no more pain.
Love to everyone out there, suffering and to those lives you touched, for you sure touched mine.
Dear all…
I do remember feeling like this from 2006-07 and I remember what it did to me.
Words in my head are not good at the moment. Words are unrepeatable. The whole ‘death’ thing and stress I just can’t seem to cope well at all with. Really really not well at all.
Work is not helping. And that isn’t because I don’t enjoy it. I love my customers and the guys in the job aren’t too bad. They make the day bearable. But it’s the FOOD!!!!
I want to literally squark my eyes out. I ate the middle part of a cheese and onion pie and my inner voice is really screaming at me. I had a cup of coffee and I’ve since been sick. I’ve not been sick because I’ve felt so bad for 4 years!
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I just want to hide away and that isn’t going to do me any good. I was getting over the January blues and feeling crap. But now. I feel worse.
Sorry that’s all I have to say for today. I’ll keep posting and trying to work through it but at the moment. I’m not good.
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So the week has gone really well so far. Passed the 20k, but we went out on Friday and I only managed about 500 words.
Sat morning and I had all the good intentions of doing loads, but went shopping with mum. I got half way around Tesco and couldn’t carry on. I felt physically sick, in mega pain.
Somehow on the Thursday I managed to injure my foot. I am in agony. So yesterday off I went to the hospital where a very nice man told me I’d injured the soft pad, badly bumped it. And I needed rest and no walking. It could possibly take a few weeks to get better.
Yeah, great, I drive for a living. How am I supposed to rest it?
Anyway, yesterday was spent pretty much feeling sorry for myself. I didn’t have the words inside my head to come out. So, instead I spent it character organizing. Something which when you work in such a vast world like mine that is very important.
Not only are there 13 Episodes, but there is a novel already written, a full history and biography of the planet, their customs and beliefs and character biographies, (for the important ones) a large document full of information, that we need.
It gets pretty darn complicated. Loads of names to remember, even if they’re just passing characters, (which I do try not to name) but its a big job and a big document to keep on top of. You forget to add one character detail and it changes throughout the story, then you have major continuity issues. Not good.
I have to keep everything organized, because of the other people I work with. My original writing partner, helped create some of these amazing characters in episodes that he wrote and that I edited, and vice versa. But to work in the same world we need solid rules and characters, and it all needs to be in one easy place so we can find them quickly. Good job I do like being organized.
There is however, a wonderful animator who has also just started to help us out, by breathing life into the characters and ‘creating’ visual images. This is a totally new concept that I have only just started to work with him on, and it has blown my mind away.
So, at least that is one thing out of the way.
I have a day of pain and doing nothing, the family is off to the local car boot sale, and I can’t go. 😦
I also have the dilemma of work, what do I do, ask for assistance? Ughhhh sucks isn’t the right word. There is no flexibility in any job anymore. A sick day is just that, but you try taking one. Heaven forbid.
Going to be a long, long week.
Onwards with the word count, I am going to try for 25k today.
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