RIP Hunnie….

Jay Taylor, a beautiful friend. Taken far too early.


For those who know me a little bit, and for those who don’t know me… 

I suffered with Anorexia and Bulimia for 16 years. I’ve been in recovery for 4, and a very hard fight to get to where I am. 

Today I lost a wonderful friend to the terrible illness, a friend who picked me up, laughed with me and cared for me, when she was suffering as much as I was. (i know that some people know nothing about these illnesses

This is my blog, but this is a place where people pop in from all over the world. They come and I hope they learn something too. Maybe you’ve known someone, or do know someone, or may in the future. 

RIP hunnie, your fight was a tough one, you fought your best. With God there will be no more pain. 

Love to everyone out there, suffering and to those lives you touched, for you sure touched mine. 


Ok guys,

The big girl died last night, found her this morning. I am ringing the pro up to see if he can come out today. I need to know what is going on in there.

I will take some pics, but she isn’t pretty.

Her belly isn’t as red as it was, maybe it was all just too much for her. Please pray for my other fishies.


I have done another %50 water change today, but nothing is really getting this nitrite down. It said it was back up to 1.0 today, so frustrated. I got my mum to nip out and get me some kusuri bio ? to deal with the low Kh in my water, so hopefully the ph will stay stable.As for Moby, I am thinking it was perhaps dropsy, as she was all swelled up. I guess I will never know. They can’t tell a lot from a dead fish apparently. I just wish the expert would come out soon, I know he is up to his eyeballs in work. But I just feel so blooming useless. Like everything I do is not working.

I had the worst day in work today because no one else seems to be doing their job while our manager is away. The place is filthy and I am the one being moaned at by customers, I never got paid properly last week so I am skint, and I have a feeling they will do the same tomorrow. We have a meeting with the main boss at 11 and if my wages aren’t in they if he doesn’t pay me cash, I WONT be working on saturday simple as. I have another job to go to, and will make do with that. I just don’t need the hassle any more. Everyone else just takes the piss and everything is left up to me, well its not on. When the manager comes back off his holiday he will be getting told. I am not working on the first till because no one else will clean up…. so I will do as I was hired for the second till and sod them.

Sorry for the rant. Just had enough !!!

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