The build up was worse the smells the idea of food.
I cooked it was all in here, I didn’t cook everything we’d usually have. And nothing had any flavours or additional things in. It was all seperate, took longer and wasn’t the Xmas dinner we’d usually have.
But, I ate. I tried the meat, beef and chicken. Nope. So I stuck to my version of veggies.
Wine was awful but not as bad as rum.
The pic of Bobby is because we have no decorations at all. Looks a sad lonley house. Lol
Bit of an odd one. I cant quite put it in words to the what was wrong with it.
Too much garlic, onions, tomato?
Everything was just, nope. From the smell to the taste.
I did eat my small portion, only as there was nothing else, but even my husband said no. The spaghetti bowl left was his side. Lol
Just not good all around. Would not re order.
It’s been a massive few days of stuff.
Mum is home. Which is awesome. But man the stuff I’ve done around that stress just to keep going.
House people came out. I kept trying to eat. Its been a trying time.
I’m trying each meal for me is in 2. And there’s still not huge amounts of taste. But I’m trying I swear.
Tonight’s was about the best. I’ve got some for tomorrow. And the pakoras were something I knew was good but still couldn’t taste 😢
One day at a time. The stomach hurts. So slow for me. But I’m pushing on.
So it was my birthday, and I wanted to try one drink. We picked run, and made some dark n stormy.
Sadly it was terrible. 😠And tasted liek sweaty socks. So no alcohol for me.
After my birthday, and my rum tasting awful. I want very hopeful in trying this, but it didn’t smell bad.
At least not like the meat products I’ve been cooking for Paul.
It was spicy, and I could taste the kick. I felt it had taste though wasn’t quite sure what, tomatoes, and the cashew nuts were distinguishable. The quorn added texture.
I thi k at the moment, texture and some flavours is good. But I am not going to get it. Not like a normal person.
I tried a small but of banana this morning. That was a, no. Bobby got the rest.
It was a rough night, mostly cause I had stomach ache. Refeeding is hard. And it’s one of those things you push to the back of your mind and forget. But hurting is hurting. And so I got up early 3am and did what I usually do, I hung out, chatted to people and wrote.
It helps sometimes when you love a story so that even if on distracted days the story flows, just a bit slower.
Mum had her surgery and am glad she sounded much better. Fingers crossed for fast healing.
I have 3 chapter to write tomorrow on this book. About 9k then I can set this books aside while I edit book 2, and send in another series for edits.
With the house issues and the insurance people coming on Tuesday I have a busy ish week ahead. I am thinking of my new series… But not sure I will start book 2 yet. I will continue to self edit book 1 and then see how the week ends.
For those wondering what… Here’s the photos of the house saga
Dry rot discovered 21st July. Flooding and a well discovered in August.
Yes still not sorted and waiting on the insurance now for subsidence and broken drains.
It’s been a heck of a year.
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