Hi everyone,

I know this is a tough time for quite a lot of us a the moment and I know we are all struggling through life in all our own little ways, but I want you all to know how proud I am of each and everyone I have spoken to, as you have all come along so much, you are all sharing and talking about the feelings deep inside yourselves and that is great, as you can then come to understand why you are feeling like this,

I wanted to thank everyone for being here in my time of need, and know I will be there for all of yours.

I am feeling so much better, am relaxing and trying to get things sorted in my head. Its tough but I know I will get there, I have felt so bad lately and the only thing keeping me going is the love of my hubby and all of you here,

I love each and everyone of you and hope everything starts to pic up for us all,

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Everyone)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((even bigger hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I love you all please take care of yourselves and each other,

Love always

Dawn

Xxxxxx

I hurt so much inside at the moment, that I dont know what to say,

I am here but I am not,

I am lost inside my own head,

Things are getting at me so much I need time away but I wont get it yet,

I love ya all, and I will not give up, I am not quite with it at the moment though and I am sorry for that,

Take care all

Love and hugs

Dawn

xxxxxx

Hi everyone

Just to let you know after the weekend I had how down i have been feeling, and I was so exhausted I went back to the doctors today as I didnt think tablets were helping me much, especially if its them that are keeping me awake at night.

Anyway he signed me off for two weeks, and I hope that this will give me time to get back on top of everything and give me time to rest.

I love ya all, take care

Love and hugs

Dawn

hi everyone,

(((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

Just to let you know I am going to a friends on sat night so wont be here,

i am looking forward to it, but then again I am not as I know what the first thing she is going to say to me will be about my looks, and then she’ll ask me whats going on,

I havent been doing so well in eating this week, as in I have but not enough yet, but I am getting there, bit by bit, slowly building back up to normal, though it is getting really tough, not to listen to those voices.

I wrote the good bye ed letter the other night as I feel I am ready to say goodbye I dont want you anymore, and I will succeed this time I know I will,

I am so glad I found you all here, you are all wonderful people who have helped me so much,

especially well just everyone… The list is endless honestly and I cant really name everyone, but know you will all have a place in my heart forever, non of you will ever be forgotten and I will always be here for you to help in anyway I can.

THANKYOU ALL SO MUCH

I know we are going out for a meal tomorrow night and I am looking forward to it but I am also a little nervous as they both love their food, and I dont want that much.

I hope you are all ok, and will catch you sometime tomorrow and sunday.

Love you all

(((((((((hugs))))))))))

Dawn

xxxxxxx