To everyone who reads the posts and doesnt post,

To everyone who comes in chat and cant chat

Some of us are doing ok in this fight, others struggling and some plodding on.

Know this site is about all of us no matter how much or how little we share, some share a lot, like  me (I cant shut up sometimes).

Others just read and share a little when they can which is good to.

If you just come and read and get strength from that too it , remember everone of us is different.

We are all unique.

Know that it is all good.

I am here for you all, in good times and in bad times, (specially the bad ones) and know no matter what you share that you are all loved by me, everyone of you.

My heart is big enough to fit you all in, everyone of you.

and you are all in my thoughts,

everyone of you, all special to me in one way or another.

Please take care of you, the inner you and I am here for you all.

Love and big hugs

Dawn

Xxxxxx

sorry am just a big softy and thought this had to be said….

Hi guys

Just wanted to say how much better I am feeling, although have had a trying week I do feel much better on the inside,

and it all thanks to you here and some time off getting some rest.

I may have a busy weekend ahead too but it will be ok and will post you and let you know what happens on monday with my nan and how I get on with her and mum all day.

Catch you soon

Love and hugs

Dawn

11/08/2004  18:52

Sorry everyone, managed to sort out some of problem but still cant find my files, will have to get some one to look but dont think there is a virus, hope I didnt worry anyone.

Wont be on now till later my head is so done in,

Thanks everyone,

Gnight, Gbless,

Hope you are all feeling ok and (((((((Hugs))))) all

Love ya all,

Dawn

((((((((Everyone))))))))

Am so glad this didnt happen last night,

my copmuter aint well and I cant figure out why,

I was down loading an update from symantrec liveupdate when encountered a problem, they gave me list of stuff to do but then as I was doing it computer crashed not only can I not get on site like I want to through Aol cant get anyone else, most of all have lost all my writing, thank god for back ups, am going to have to try and get it sorted, think it may be a virus or something.

Just wanted to warn everyone, as they can pass from computer to computer and I would hate to have given it anyone else if I do have one.

Wont be on tonight, but will try and get sorted someway or other for tomorrow,

Hope you are all ok and you all in my thoughts

Love ya

Big hugs and kisses

Dawn

Aww guys had some bad news today over my nan, she has growth on her bladder and has to see a surgeon over it, I feel so useless like I cant help her, I knew there was something else to her cystitis but did she listen god doctors are so stupid sometimes, I feel so bad for her, even though she tells me not to worry i cant help it, she has done so much for Paul and I letting us live with her every year for 8 weeks when the site shuts down

I dont know how I am gonna cope if anything happens to her,

omg

I am so upset sorry guys will leave you alone now just had to get it out you know.

Will talk to you all soon.

So sorry if I am bit quiet at moment am little upset I guess and dont know what to say.

Love and hugs

as always