Almost another week over.

I wish I could say things were getting much better, but to be honest, they’re just the same. 😦 Kinda really getting frustrated with this. 

It’s the uncomfortable tossing and turning and not sleeping. I’m exhausted, not to mention just bored. Every day is the same, no sleep, headache, tired and in pain. 

It’s got a lot colder this week, so today thought I’d put a jumper on. Eventually was able to get my arm in the hole, and over my head. (ouch) But just having the extra weight has made it hurt. I can’t take pain killers just because I’m cold. Ughhh 


Physio again tomorrow, I need to get this hand working like a hand again. I need to grip things and be able to just use it and not with this terrible ache and bone popping. (that’s the worst, it clicks and pops at just about anything)


So that’s about it, a week of blagh…. I hope not for another week of blagh. Hope for some answers tomorrow. I’m skint, we’re supposed to be on holiday a week on Monday, and its a 6 hour drive, (Paul will have to do it on his own) as I defo ain’t capable of. I can’t even wear my own clothes yet. The poor cat hasn’t had a cuddle for 4 weeks : ( and I want a bath, hate showers with aching bones. They do nothing for those. 

I want my holiday so I can just get away from the dreary sight of home. To see friends and chill out even if I’m skint and can’t do so much.  Fed up is not the word. 




Only one good thing this week was my coaching session with EJ. The more I learn the more I see in my own work, it’s getting easier through the ‘pain fog’ just can’t do it all day every day. You do get fed up of your own work as well.

Will catch you up with tomorrow, and let you know how I get on, but not looking forward to it. 

D x x


I was trying to post Pt 3 on the pond build, but I got lost in resurrecting some old files. I’ve actually lost some pictures, and I have no idea where they are. 😦 gutted…
So, today is about me.

I am feeling pretty crappy at the moment. I am not too happy with work stuff, which I won’t talk about. But, on a quick note, even though I am doing the utmost that I can, I still don’t think it is good enough. 😦

Anyway, there are other factors too, a week last Sat, I got up to find one of our guinea pigs had died. So then I had to make a decision for the other piggy… he needed a friend, so I decided to find a new home for him.

I am a little gutted, sad, but his new home is good. His new mum has loads of experience in breeding and care, so I have no doubts what so ever that he will be very very well looked after.  I just miss their squeeks… their chattering, begging me for some fresh veg.

This has had a pretty bad impact on my eating this week, no lies, why should I. I’ve not felt very well, and although I’ve eaten its not been what I needed too. This will settle I know, I just need to make sure that I am able to move forward.

Trying to sort out the rest of the problems here, have also been a little bit of a nightmare. It just never wants to stop with this rain… yuk… We’re trying to sort out things for the weekend to get on with the pond plumbing, it just doesn’t want to let up.

I have something nice to look forward too, just over two weeks and we’re off on holiday. Don’t think we’ll go anywhere, but the rest will be so nice. I really need it and so does Paul.

Fingers crossed for the weekend, we want it dry and productive, so I can post more pictures. lol….


Take care all, and speak soon…