fractured my elbow :(

yep, so please excuse no capital letters or punctuation…. fell at tesco’s four court yesterday after fuelling my van. 3.5 hours in a n e. and it hurts like hell.

 

this is going to be real short. need to rest and gather strength.

sucks to be a writer who cant write properly

Will catch you soon… fri the 13th ha never working that again. glad i am off for my birthday.

First week back :(

The first week back after any time off is hard, hard work. This one was no exception. 

The worst of it for me, is shopping on a Friday evening. I hate it. I’m tired, I’m cranky and hungry and it’s just not a good combination. 

Tag that to having to spend so much cash to use my vouchers, I managed to spend over £200 and with the discounts etc, it came down to £155. Thanks Tesco 🙂 

However, finally rested and caught up on all the things I should have been doing. So it’s a good thing. 

 

I could do with an afternoon kip though, but we’ll see. Still lots of homework to do from my coaching/editing session with EJ this week 🙂 

 

Catch you later. 

 

x x 

Busy week…and weekend

Been really knuckling down with things this week. In regards to actually putting in real effort with TSK and in helping out Paul with the few jobs we need to secure before winter starts to set in. 

 

Got through Chap 4 and it’s almost done. Might have one more pass with it, but I’ve worked really hard on Chap 5 for Thurs session this week. 

 

I’ve got a busy day tomorrow, and Tues/wed eek. My friend and customer, still has some big issues with his fish, such a shame. So I am still helping out there. It really needs hands on every week till they are clear of these two terrible parasites. Costia and white spot. Like myself last year, he’s lost so many. So sad, but they’re pretty weak now, and I can only hope that they’re out the worst. 

 

Nice to have a wonderful big pond. Hard to catch and treat fish effectively when they’re sick.  With no running QT it’s a fighting battle.

 

Back in work tomorrow, not looking forward to it, already had several complaints, but hey ho. I live where I serve, can’t take any time off without an adverse reaction. At least they know I’m back tomorrow and things will return to normal. 

 

Hope you all have a good week, and I’ll try update as soon as I can. 

 

Dawn x 

 

 

Grumpy hump day

It’s been one of those days today. I am glad I am not in work for the one reason that I don’t think I could have been around that food today. I’ve still carried on, don’t get me wrong, but some things have been at the forefront of my mind. 

Telling my mum today about Jay’s loss was sad, as she turned around and said ‘it could have been you.’ and I know she is right. ED can take anyone of us at anytime. It is such a strain on the body we really put our lives at risk. 

 

I’ve tried not to let it get me down too much today, but all the years I knew Jay, (although the last few were mostly more down to just facebook) than the forums or chat rooms where I first met her, I am still sad. 

 

We’re going out this evening, orange Wed, so a nice meal and the cinema it is. I hadn’t wanted to go anywhere this morning, but I do now. 

 

Writing wise, eeek. I’ve a skype tomorrow with EJ, and I’ve not done a huge amount. With being away for the weekend and catching up with jobs at home, I have to knuckle down tomorrow and get some done. 

 

Will catch you soon, and for anyone visiting who knew Jay, say hello, I won’t mind. It’s good to talk. As that’s how I met her in the first place. 

 

D

RIP Hunnie….

Jay Taylor, a beautiful friend. Taken far too early.

 

For those who know me a little bit, and for those who don’t know me… 

I suffered with Anorexia and Bulimia for 16 years. I’ve been in recovery for 4, and a very hard fight to get to where I am. 

Today I lost a wonderful friend to the terrible illness, a friend who picked me up, laughed with me and cared for me, when she was suffering as much as I was. (i know that some people know nothing about these illnesses

This is my blog, but this is a place where people pop in from all over the world. They come and I hope they learn something too. Maybe you’ve known someone, or do know someone, or may in the future. 

RIP hunnie, your fight was a tough one, you fought your best. With God there will be no more pain. 

Love to everyone out there, suffering and to those lives you touched, for you sure touched mine.