Hey to everyone who knows me.
Just a quick update.
I am very happy to say things are great. I am doing well in my writing and in my home life. Of course I aint going to be 100% happy but who is.
I’ve managed to write a novel in november as part of nanowrimo, and I am working hard on a few other projects. One is my series, which is going from strength to strength.
Will try and keep updated a little more, I know I should.
Speak soon.
Dawn
Well how fantastic was last night. Even though there was no bar, lol… My polish girlie friends looked amazing and I decided to wear a dress anyway… he he
although most of them when we got there were only dressed in jeans and tops, how crazy at least I made an effort.
Got loads of pics, and eventually when I get a copy of the film I may get to watch it properly. Paul’s mate John and my friends seemed to enjoy it, and it was one of the better ones out of all 14. At least there was some sort of story behind it and it was really funny everyone laughed…
Anyway, we went into Southport afterwards to Paul’s friends wedding, and as he was a Scotsman they were in their kilts and wow….. Men in skirts they were sooooooo amazing and I was a little typsey lol, kept wanting to lift one up, sorry lads. They did look great though…
Got home at ummm cant remember the time, but went to bed and slept quite well, didn’t have a hangover, and we got up and went into Chorley to do some shopping, got some wine for tonight, cool..
Will catch you soon I hope and keep talking and laughing life does work out sometimes…
Dawn
Oh this sucks ed sucks, and I am struggling like mad,
Its been four months, since I purged, and felt the need too, but I am going the other way, am finding it so hard to eat, and I hate it, hate it HATE IT
Dont know whats worse, dont know which demon is the most horrid,
THEY BOTH ARE.
Swapped one for the other, and I feel so bad,
I want some answers but I have none,
Wrote this today, for my friends, they my inspiration, and I love them to pieces,
Fight
Keep on fighting we must,
For in each other we trust,
To keep our spirits high,
To never let them die,
From feelings deep inside, we know we cannot hide,
so together hand in hand,
WE WILL MAKE OUR STAND
Reaching out across this land,
becoming stronger our great line longer,
The inner sanctum we will protect,
The inner child we will respect.
(added this too,)
For all of us here, together we will not fail,
together we can see the light,
together for eternity we will fight,
For hope guides us, and sets us free.
You will be you, and I will be me,
No matter how long, no matter how hard,
together holding hands we will walk this land.
happy free together eternaly.
Love you all guys,
Dawn
xxxxx
Feelings
The thoughts and feelings going on inside your brain,
I know are driving you insane,
But no matter how hurt you are,
To me you are a gold star,
All I want is you to keep shining, even though you feel like dying.
Know this pain will go away, and you will be free some day.
For I am around you in thought, to help your spirit when your caught,
To break those chains of torment and smash those great shoes of cement.
No longer will you drown,
rise up breath in life do not frown.
Life is so precious and so are you, no more will you feel blue.
You have me and our friendships true.
copyright Dawn chapman8th October 2004
Good
Think of all the good you can achieve,
It would make sense if only you believed,
This inner pain I know you want to scream and shout
it really would do you good to just let it out.
The hurt sometimes inside of you is too much for you to bare,
All you want is to end it all, you dont care,
All you need to do hunnie, is hold out your hand
I will take it and guide you to that far off land.
You really dont have to sink by yourself any more,
I am here to hold your hand and comfort you for sure
I am thinking again of all the good and brilliance you really can achieve,
Come on hunnie, please you must believe,
copyright Dawn Chapman, 4th October 2004.
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