Hello all. Woke up this morning feeling really fine and happy… Unfortunately our usual routine of waking up and having brecki in bed and watching last night’s casualty was spoilt as we didn’t get the end.

But we got up and went to see my Nan. She had a letter from a woman down south saying her dad had died and she was looking through his papers and she realised that my Nan hadn’t paid her rent for the last two years on her leasehold property. She was asking for £13… Not a lot of money is it really…. well the letter doesn’t have a phone number on or doesn’t look official at all. So I told her it was a scam, she is going to ring her solicitor tomorrow and ask her though.

Anyways I had a drink while I was there and I came over all sick and weird feeling… wasn’t good at all but managed to get home and then go to bed for a bit, boring on me own though lol..

Anyway hubbys made a nice English roast dinner so am going to try some now…

Talk soon

Dawn

He he he he he he he he he he …..

What a day, one of my friends went home sick this morning so that made two off sick out of four, and we had sooooo much work to do, lol, we got no chance of making deadlines tomorrow…. but I am not sad, he he i think its funny….

Hows everyone doing today, if ya bored drop me a line, think i need a bit of excitment today…

Am off for a shower and then going to cook some tea, think i dont want any though i went out for mine today but no doubt i will have to eat something..

Catch ya laters.

xx

Def the best day of the week….. Just got back from the hair dressers, had it coloured for next Friday as it was growing out, and now am chilling with a beer, waiting for hubby to get in with some tea, then he is going out to play snooker, and I am def going to get some writing done. Lol or maybe I will be too pissed, I don’t know….

Catch ya later…

Well not felt too good today think them pills are having a great effect on my moods, have been ok, havent eaten much, 1 tin tuna and a cup of soup, but hey, am going to try later on…

My friends have done nothing but talk about next friday, what to wear and whats going to be going on..

As far as I know, they are showing five short films, and ours is one of them, there will be lots of newspaper people and loads of people from the filming business so should be great for making myself known, but that means talking to people face to face, and I dont much like that.

Besides what am i going to wear, i think i need a bag ova my head as I just aint feeling right about myself at the moment….

I need a shopping spree but i dont think that will help as I think i will just feel even worse when I see something i like and it wont fit….
I am sure i will be ok but i really need a good kick up the bum…

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xx

Just getting used to one of me mates not being around in work anymore, and at 3 oclock they sacked another guy…

So been a bit of a shock really…. came home and am thinking about having a real good night, sitting chilling out…

He he, asked my bud Sian to come shopping with me on sat and she is busy, so now have to find an outfit for the 20th and no one to go with, I hate shopping at the best of times, makes you feel so awful.
I wish I could fit into so much stuff, but at the moment it aint possible, I feel so bad about it, am doing really well in trying to lose a bit of weight, not wanting my ed get in the way, but it is so hard when I know all I have to do is not eat for a few weeks, and I will lose all i want.

Not good….

Anyways, 2 weeks to go and I will be so happy when its over. Am really excited, but then am a bit nervous too. lol

Anyone about wanting to chat let me know. wont be around for too long…

xx