01/05/08

Pain hurts, yet I feel nothing.

Words scream at me, yet I hear nothing.

The mirror shows me what is real, but I see nothing.

 

Emotion is strong, yet I block it out.

I want to be free, but I deny everything.

 

I am scared, so I don’t eat.

I am upset, so I don’t eat.

I am everything I hate, so I don’t eat.

 

All I want is to feel, but I can’t.

All I want is to be accepted, but I can’t accept myself.

 

Inside me is a voice, and it wants pain.

Inside me is a voice, who brings nothing but shame

Inside me is a voice, driving me slowly insane.

 

© 2008 Dawn

 

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By kanundra Posted in poem