its crap….

I hate who I am and I hate what I do to myself and my family…..

I hurt so much more than I let on, and I am dying inside.

my heart has never felt so much pain and I don’t know where to turn to….

I am lost…

I am a mess, and I cut myself again tonight…. I even broke the razor!!!!

I wish I could be something else, and I wish I could be someone else.

I am a failure, and no one really should care about me…

I can’t go on like this and I wish I didn’t have to….

D xx