I hate who I am and I hate what I do to myself and my family…..
I hurt so much more than I let on, and I am dying inside.
my heart has never felt so much pain and I don’t know where to turn to….
I am lost…
I am a mess, and I cut myself again tonight…. I even broke the razor!!!!
I wish I could be something else, and I wish I could be someone else.
I am a failure, and no one really should care about me…
I can’t go on like this and I wish I didn’t have to….