1^st December 07

My nan passed away last night.

at 750, she was with her carers and they were getting her ready for bed, it was just too much for her I think, and by the time the ambulance got there she was gone.

I am devastated to say the least. I cried all night, and never slept, We went to her house this morning, and as I am like my mum in many ways, we started to sort through the house.

We have spent most of the day there, and done so much. We were home at 12, and then I went to bed.

I am exhausted, but I will go on.

I have eaten today as my nan wouldn’t want me to get even sicker, I will try and beat this even more.

I am sooooooo glad I got to spend this extra time this week with her, even though it’s been tough, and emotionally unbearable.

I was nicknamed her little fairy as I floated around doing things for her. and I will always remember caring for her like she was my second mum. I loved her so much, and I am so scared to be without her.

I will try and come on next week a bit, and keep you all updated, but I am not sure I can do.

Keep safe. Love each other, and enjoy life.

Love Dawn xx