21/06/07

 

Life is a mixture of many things, and all of them we love, hard or not.

My Nan died last night, and she’s been battling to stay alive for so long. Her strong love for my granddad keeping her here in this world…

To see the two of them together you wouldn’t believe they were 84+ they held hands and gave quick kisses of affection…. it really was true love for them.

I am really sad now that she is gone, she is free from pain and her suffering eased but I feel my granddad won’t be far behind her, together they could brave anything, and now….. He will be heartbroken…. inconsolable….

Please everyone, be sweet with those you love today…. give them an extra hug, and feel what’s inside…. in the end it’s all we have…

Dawn

17/06/07

 

So am busy writing, and really getting into my latest script…

I find when in a world that I come to love and enjoy being in, I don’t and won’t come out of it, it becomes me, and I it.

Anyone else feels this when they write…

When writing my trilogy, The Kiebal series, one of my main characters dies, and I cried buckets for weeks, am I just really crazy….

ummm

Dawn xx

16/06/07

 

Well seeing as I am feeling a bit better, thought I would brighten my blog up with this.

15th June 1996

Paul and I went on our first date, I had never been out with a man before and after Paul asking me in work I accepted.

I was waiting for him to come and pick me up on his new motorcycle and take me for a ride, he had promised to ring before he left Liverpool, and of course no phone call arrived.

Then at 7:30 when he was supposed to pick me up my brother came rushing downstairs. ‘he’s here Dawn’

I couldn’t believe it, and for the first time in my life went out on a bike and on my first ‘Date’

We took a small tour of some of the local pubs, only drinking orange juice and coke, then went back to our house. My mum then took us to the local village where we went for a real drink.

I remember feeling very at ease and very happy, this man made me laugh and made me feel special, by the end of our evening we got a taxi and went back to mine.

All my brothers friends ‘the gang’ were sitting downstairs with my mum drinking and talking, and when we walked in we had a few more drinks and then I told Paul we had better get some sleep.

Mum had made up the put me up bed in my room for him.

Of course we didn’t get much sleep, we kept on talking most of the night, and I had my first kiss.

I was smitten.

There Paul and began to spend nearly every day and night together, as we worked in the same factory it was much easier for him to stay over and go to work from ours than to go from Liverpool each day.
It wasn’t long before he gave his flat up and moved in properly….

So Last night 15th June 2007 11 years had passed and I took Paul to a restaurant where my friend Monika works, we had a lovely Mexican meal and a few drinks, then after refusing a dessert, my friend brought out a special one with number 11 on. Bless….

It was a lovely night and 11 years on the man I first went out with and fell for is the man I love still, and with all my heart…

Hope you all have a good weekend guys.

Dawn

By kanundra Posted in Hope

14/06/07

 

My oh my, where does the time go.

It’s beyond me….

I am feeling a little better so am managing to eat and not get tummy ache.

Been doing some research and trying to do some more writing. Umm not too easy, but plodding on.

Anyways, not doing much tonight, so catch ya all later. Dawn

12/06/07

 

Earlier

Is there anyone with anything interesting to say out there, I am a little sad and bored to see nothing much other than jokes and blah blah on net log today…

Sometimes I wish people would just talk about themselves for once, how we all can get to know each other and become friends if we don’t talk…

For those of my friends who are going to read this, thanks for chatting today, and am feeling a little better, wondering what I can try and eat for my tea, as I don’t wan to be kept up all night with tummy ach again, I want to go to work tomorrow, I need the money, sad aint it, when we have to go to work to keep surviving.

Oh well not long, only 12mths to go and no more debts, then we can plan lots of great stuff to do together, our small mortgage gone, and loads of free cash, heheheheh, cant wait…

Take care all.

Dawn x

12th June 2007

Just to let everyone know am feeling much better, and have been doing a little bit of stuff today.

Am going back to work tomorrow, even though I don’t really want to but have to help pay the bills. Life hey.

Anyways, been doing some research on funding for a film, and also been writing…

Thanks for everyone who has been inspirational today, hope to catch you all soon…

Dawn

Anyone else interested msg me I got an hour left to chat before I go off to bed…

heheheh