I seem to have confused some people in my latest blog.
I.e. talking about ed. Ed is not a real person, or a person I used to know, Ed is short for eating disorder.
In referring to needing him, I am meaning me needing him in a sense as a coping mechanism. A strategy in dealing with everything I don’t like, or don’t want to cope with.
I know it’s a bit confusing, but Ed really does feel like a part of me, a part I want to get rid of like but none the less…
Hope that makes it a little clearer.