So I thought today was going to be the start of a good week.

Yeah was I kidding myself….

The weekend was great, had a fantastic night out on Friday…

Got a little bit too drunk, and did a few silly things, suffered all day on Saturday.

Am sorry but I wasted my time sooo much today, in seeing my new counsellor, she told me she couldn’t help me so referred me to someone else, that means more waiting around.

I am so upset with myself, and disappointed with the system, it really really does suck sometimes.

Anyways, moan over am going to console myself, with a bottle of something, a porn movie and a good time…

I deserve something to make me smile.

Night night.
xxx