Writing this, as I self harmed on friday really bad, and ended up in hospital,

I am taking time for me, no internet, and not much phone time, I need to get me right, for real, I love everyone here, and will wrtie soon when I get time but not by computer, If anyone wants to keep in touch with me, please email me at email not valid anymore…  and i will get in touch,


Please take care of you all, we all need to say in our own time, no more ed, no more of this hurt,

I am ready this is the big fight, the fight for my life, and i will take it back.

Please all of you think about what we are doing, and seek someone to talk to, to help you, I love you all and want to see you all someday, soon