10/12/04

 

Just wanted to say hello to you all, am missing you all terribly, and am not doing so good,

Ed is getting a bad hold again and I dont want to eat much at all, am struggling at work again and feeling really bad about myself.

 

Our car broke down last week and is costing us £880 quid to fix, it just died, and I am so upset, couldnt have come at a worse time,  but it has to happen to us.

 

My Bday on monday and I am not looking forward to it or this weekend at all for a fact, am supposed to be going out tomorrow after being in college all day and then going out on sunday as well, both times am expected to eat, i cant cope,

 

I wrote four poems today and they all depict my mood, down and sad, I cant seem to break out of it,

 

Anyways, my love to you all, miss you loads, and hope to speak to you all sometime soon,

Take care and keep fighting,

Dawn

xxxxx