Hi everyone,

I am posting this as I wont be on for quite some time, now, having discussed a lot of things with my husband these last few days, I have found that myself I am not doing what i should be in my marrige and in getting better, I have been hiding from Paul and using the internet as an excuse not to talk to him in the ways that I should be, and last night I came to realise this is going to ruin everything, if I do not put my concentration towards myself fully, and towards sorting out a few of the little other problems in my life

I would like to say a huge thankyou to first of all, PM , who deserves a medal for being such a special and wonderful lady, and being the rock behind everything here, my pure inspiration, and salvation.

Then come all you lovely ladies and (gents) here,

(with out whom I would be much worse for,)

Basically everyone I love and care for here, EVERYONE that is and am so sorry if I left anyone out, my head is just so messed up at the moment.

I will be back soon ok,  as I love and need you all, just need to get me sorted,

Thankyou all for your patience, and time, I hope i made you feel not so alone out there, and I will catch you all very soon.

Love and (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Dawn

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