Hate me

I hate, hating me, but I just can’t see,
that the evil inside is driving me wild.
This pure anger towards my inner child,
I want to hide not enjoy this ride

Drug fuelled emotion,
Bitterness and Pain
I see no colour
Just grey miserable rain

No light the end of this tunnel
Just more darkness I see
Drowning in self hatred,

Please pull me free.

Inner danger

Things you cannot see are the things that I can
Inside you and me, someone’s waiting to be free.
Hold my hand let’s not be afraid,
our spirits can and will be saved,

We can face our future; we have one another,
Now there’s hope there can be no other.
Together we can brave the darkness,
Love each other and hate ourselves less,

Life can be amazing,
Let’s prove it isn’t raining.

Let’s prove we can make it, not fake it.

Dawn Chapman 2004